Why is it a crime to just like someone without having to ask them out? Why is it a crime to Ike more then one person! And why is it a crime to be single, is not being single attempted murder? Gezzuz where did society go?
you know he or she is the one when you see them
you know because of love at first sight
you know because you get nervous when you talk to them
you know because you get butterflies in your stomach
you know because they’re your knight in shining armor or
your angel that came down from heaven
you know because you can’t get them out of your mind
you know because you see them everywhere
you know because they’re your soulmate
you know because you are in love……………..
unfortunately my angel hasn’t found me yet
All the world’s a stage,
And all the men and women merely players;
They have their exits and their entrances,
And one man in his time plays many parts,
His acts being seven ages. At first, the infant,
Mewling and puking in the nurse’s arms.
Then the whining schoolboy, with his satchel
And shining morning face, creeping like snail
Unwillingly to school. And then the lover,
Sighing like furnace, with a woeful ballad
Made to his mistress’ eyebrow. Then a soldier,
Full of strange oaths and bearded like the pard,
Jealous in honor, sudden and quick in quarrel,
Seeking the bubble reputation
Even in the cannon’s mouth. And then the justice,
In fair round belly with good capon lined,
With eyes severe and beard of formal cut,
Full of wise saws and modern instances;
And so he plays his part. The sixth age shifts
Into the lean and slippered pantaloon,
With spectacles on nose and pouch on side;
His youthful hose, well saved, a world too wide
For his shrunk shank, and his big manly voice,
Turning again toward childish treble, pipes
And whistles in his sound. Last scene of all,
That ends this strange eventful history,
Is second childishness and mere oblivion,
Sans teeth, sans eyes, sans taste, sans everything.
age 15, short , long brown hair, and a little brother to everyone, oh yeah…….. still single. that’s how everyone sees me. sure everyone tells me i’m cute but i’m only puppy cute. puppy cute has it’s moments but i wanna be “cute”. haha sure that sounds selfish, kinda like a girl pleading that she wants to be pretty. everyone tells me they either just want to stay friends and i respect that because you never want to ruin a friendship. everyone tells me your time will come, there is a girl out there for you. and this is what i tell everyone, I’m cursed. never been in a relationship, never had my first kiss, and for others who are reading this and laughing, go f** yourself. i do sometimes believe i will find a girl because there are girls who like me, but that’s just it i don’t like them. maybe i shouldn’t worry about being in a relationship because technically i’m still young, but you see so many couples, i can’t help it. so that’s what i always think about. that’s how i feel. i just have to keep moving forward.
Everyday 24 hours past, everyday time moves on, everyday no every week more and more days go by, but i steel have that one feeling. not a feeling of sorrow, no. Not a feeling of hatred. Not even a feeling of disbelief but a feeling of shame. I can’t put my finger on it but to me i think it’s about my life. i may still be a goofy, funny kid inside but i’m changing everyday. some kids still look at me as my reflection in middle school. But i know i’m not that anymore. i take a good hard look at my-self in the mirror every morning and say, ‘there’s a guy who is looking good”.But when i go to school i get nothing. Everyone just looks away like i have a disease. It is very sad because i actually became use to it. That 1 Feeling of hope, that 1 feeling of dignity all went away because i don’t feel dignity, i have no hope. When you realize it i still am that kid, maybe forever and ever, or maybe not for long.
While I’m sitting here, akwardly.. I’ve realized that relationships aren’t what most people think it is.. I can’t quiet figure it out yet but I know it’s more than just liking someone. Even though I’m in this akward situation, I guess it gave me some time to think about what relationships really aree..